Saturday, May 15, 2010

I Hate The Unknown

Greetings all,

I can honestly say, I sometimes hate change. I sometimes fear it. I don't like being surprised. I know some people look at life as a journey and an adventure but I don't. At least not all the time. There are just too many unknowns out there and it freaks me out sometimes. I don't always live in a constant state of fear but I have my days where I experience anxiety about my future. I have tools to calm myself down and regain focus so I can manage it for the most part.

Some people just seem so trusting of life and of the world. I just don't know if I'll ever be one of those people. I would like to but sometimes I think I'll be naive and blind to reality.

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