My Earth Name

I started watching Brat Camp, a series that features troubled teenagers sent on a therapeutical nature camp where they do hikes and challenges and work on their emotional problems with therapists. They are also taught discipline through various routines that they must complete.
The therapists and counsellors all had earth names when at the camp so that they are less intimidating to the teenagers.
I asked on this improv message board that I regularly read what would your earth name be. I wrote out a few and after deep soul pondering, I have come up with the Earth name that resonants with my soul.
I will still go by Paula and my Earth name is...

Meandering Falls.

The Spiritual significance of my Earth Name:
Falls are powerful and can generate electricity. And electricity is a source of power for many of our modern day tools and appliances.
Water is powerful because over time it can shape rocks. Water is constantly in motion.
To meander means to wonder and that is something I enjoy doing. And so by adding meandering to my Earth name, it means that I am not a static Falls and that I wonder where I choose and represents my dynamic nature.

And now I place the lovely makeup on my face and initiate myself and do my yell.

I am Meandering Falls!

Aaaahhhhhh yes

Greetings and fellow salutations,
I'm currently working as a temp and have been going to this one company for a few weeks. I think because more students have joined an agency, it has reduced the work available so I'm taking work here even though I do not like it much.
I'm still looking for a job and due to a friend's lead, I may be able to get into a place where my friend works so hopefully something good will happen to me in the realm of economics.

Anyways, I worked this Saturday and yesterday and there was this one temp who worked those days as well. I noticed when I was on this one machine where you could sit down, he was looking at me. He was at the machine next to mine so he had a good chance to look at me. He's new to Canada and I think he arrived 5 months ago from India. We get to rotate on these machines so I got to go back to that machine and he was next to mine again and he would help me out by making boxes as this machine required the product to go into boxes (most of the products go on cardboard skids).
I could have easily made these boxes myself as the machine I was at was not that fast. So I think he was helping me out because he thinks I would appreciate and be interested in a man that is helpful.
I got to get a whiff of him in the lunchroom and he had really strong body odour. Now I know I'm going to sound harsh but I got a problem with men smelling that badly. And the place is not one where you are sweating profusely and cleaning manor.
I have a really strong connection with smells so when I date a guy, I have to like how he smells and I have to find this body smells pleasing. You become more knowledgeable about a man's smell when you are kissing.
It doesn't matter how much deordorant or cologne a man has, every one has a natural body smell and I am attracted to a nice smelling body. Plus when you go down on a guy, he has to smell nice and not have a putrid odour. If a man's body can't even smell nice how can his penis be pleasing as well?
People, never doubt the power of smells and how smells stimulate memories in the brain.

Yesterday at work, he was next to the 2 machines I was watching and he came up to me to ask me if I was watching this machine and I said yes. I think he just wanted to talk to me and this was the only question he could come up with.
I find this situation amusing because in my previous post I talk about how this person I have feelings for and whom I love and think about and who is not interested in being my boyfriend and now I talk about some guy at work is pining for me and whom I am not interested in. And it's not just because of his smell. Actually he was dressed nicer for work yesterday. Could I have been the inspiration for this?
I know he pines for me because he just had that staring look in his eyes when I was sitting at my machine. It was no ordinary look, it was the look of infatuation and being blinded by my beauty and the way I carry myself.

Here is a song I will compose for y'all:

I want to get laid
I want to get laid
La la la la la
I want to get laid
I want a man to tell me that he wants me
I want a man to tell me that he wants to drive into me hard
La la la la la
I want a man to caress my hips and my back and my whole body
And fuss about with my hair
I want a man to nibble on my ear lobes
I want a man to buy me some chocolate
And then pour it on my body and lick it off

Musical interlude:
La la la la la la
La la
La la la la la la
La la la
La la la la la la
La la
La la la la la la

Like a rock star:
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Yesssssssssssss

I want a man to cuddle me afterwards
I want a man who will always want to hold me
But not all the time because he'll also want to bang me
La la la la la

I just wanna get some lovin'

The end

This song is originally written by Paula L. This song belongs to Paula L. and anyone caught stealing this will be taken to a court of law. Song written August 17, 2005.
Hopefully all will appreciate this lyrical genius and no one will be taken to court as Paula likes getting along with people but does not agree to being taken advantage of.

Unrequited love is a bitch

Nothing blows more then when you love someone and they don't reciprocate the love or they are too afraid.
I know that I am not the first person to experience this and so I take comfort in that. I've been in love with 2 other people before and the relationships didn't work out.
I've had my heart broken before so I'm not sad that my love for this person is not reciprocated.
I try to forget about it and I try to get angry at this person but it doesn't help.
I can't help but love this person so there's no point in denying it. My feelings for this person are not going away and this person seems to think I'm just infatuated. Perhaps that is the fear talking. I'm a pretty grounded and logical person. If I have feelings for someone, I pretty much analyze whether this is something real or me just being silly.
It's funny that I fell for this person as love isn't something that you plan for.
Like everyone else who has loved someone whom didn't love them back, I will move on and search for another person to love as I must hope and assume that there is someone out there for me and who would enjoy spending time with me and appreciate me.

I've gotten 2 new qigong dvds and got them a few weeks ago. I've been doing this back stretching one and I like it. It is helping this pain and tightness that I've had on the right side of my back. I've gotten 3 of the dvds from the site which is
www.qiqigong.com. I recommend qigong as I've been doing yoga for 8 years and have recently been learning qigong. I think physical activity is necessary if you want to be calm, happy and focused. I also got the soft palms qigong and I'm going to concentrate a few days on this back one. So if there are people out there who have back problems, try this routine. It looks simple but it is quite relaxing for the back.